This is not a dirge for my shattered dreams,
Nor a lament for my unrealised wishes,
I just want to finally bury, my callow fantasies,
That spurred me on my onward journey.
Youth painted a spangled vision
With warm and vibrant hues.
Reality dulled the colours and the spangles proved tacky,
Dashing to smithereens some of my hopes.
Heartbroken and at times teary-eyed,
I gathered all the broken shards
And kept them in safekeeping
As mementos of my youthful past,
Of innocence lost and
Of hard knocks life mete out to me.
I don’t rue the unfulfilled dreams
For not all dreams can come true,
But it crushed my idealism, romanticism and my naivety,
That was the bedrock of all my aspirations.
I am older now and hopefully wiser,
I realise the futility of carrying this burden.
So, I have decided to give a decent burial
To dreams that could not turn to reality.
I mourn not the loss, for I learnt important lessons
The most important; to travel sans baggage.
I now look forward to the rest of the journey
With fewer expectations and a lighter heart.
Yaar you seem to write what I am going through right now but can’t get thru the baggage part😢😊
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That’s because most of us think alike. 😊
Don’t worry. The baggage will get lighter with time.
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Wow! This journey of life get better and better as be lighten the baggage. So we’ll expressed. You are great.
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Thanks Anu. So kind of you. 😍
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This was really a stunning poem! Thank you for sharing your heartfelt journey and dealing with your dreams and expectations! There is a certain pensive sadness with having to let go of the “disappearing dreams of yesterdays” but it forces us to face the future a little more realistically. Seems our choices are forks in our road and as we choose we foreclose some of our dreams.
Loved your last lines – “I now look forward to the rest of the journey, With fewer expectations and a lighter heart.” Seemed a little melancholy to have to have “fewer expectations”. Maybe “different and better” expectations? Ha! Don’t mind me!
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Super, duper post!
xo
Chuck
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Thank you so much for such a detailed comment. Perhaps when I wrote this one I was a tad pensive but I am usually a very positive person.
Will surely check out your blog.
Keep reading.
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet and commented:
Have you had a proper “Burial” for your unfulfilled dreams?
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Thank you so much again.
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Excellent piece!
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Thank you so much.
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