Driving ms. uncertainty

Though I still seem to be in the driver’s seat alas! the controls have been wrested from melurching jerkily forward into the ominous darknessthe unknown road is uneven and untrodstriking fear in my faint heartthe rearview mirror shows blurred and murky imagesI know not what I seein a daze I watch time whizzing pastswallowing all memories in its wakehowever hard I try, I am unable to apply the brakesI want to pause, take stock, think and catch my shallow breaththe uncertainty sitting with certainty just above the edgeterrifies and troubles mebut inexorably, we keep moving aheadwho knows if we will reach an enchanted landwhere everything will be alrightwhere butterflies with glowing wingsand blue tipped flickering moonbeamswill dance with delightor a tenebrous abyss will gulp us downannihilating us forevercloistered mind can almost losethe thread of maturity and sanityswinging from being pensive to exuberantbut curiousity gets the better of meI am ready for this ride till the end.https://lifeafter50forwomen.com/2020/06/15/what-do-you-see-34-15-june-2020/https://onewomansquest.org/2020/06/15/vjs-weekly-challenge-100-pause/