It is Friday night again

The weekend always does this to me

The whole week I remain dry-eyed

And then the tears come unbidden

The taint of loneliness

Has become the scourge of my life

Making it a living hell

I feel all eyes are stalking me

So I stay cooped in

But the walls seem to crowd me in

Choking me to slow death

I am wary of making a new start

Nor can I stand being alone

So I drown my sorrows

In tears of self-pity.

30 thoughts on “Loneliness

  1. Self-pity is the bane of humanity … we all seem to have truck loads of it and it’s just as unhealthy as anger šŸ˜¦ And it’s turned inwards … know that you are loved and he will return .. must admit I thrive on my ‘alone’ time šŸ™‚

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    1. Aww! So sweet of you to say that. I am perfectly fine Kate. There may be a few moments of self-pity at times, but you know me…I am generally upbeat and not the one to feel lonely. Moreover I have all of you here. šŸ˜Š
      Thank you so much, dear. šŸ™‚

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  2. and i believe it is time for some cake! ah loneliness is a sly one, it creeps up so unsuspectingly. your poem is so perfect for a Friday night for the lonely hearted.

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  3. Very moving! The walls closing in…that feeling of being trapped and confined to an uncomfortable situation…this is how I feel in large crowds and noisy places.šŸ˜£šŸ˜–šŸ˜«šŸ˜‰ šŸ˜ ā¤ļø

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      1. I’m having an off day today…. but I seem to be coping ok. My walls are full of music, my empty hands are full, of memories and rhymes. Thank you for reading my poem.


  4. In the absence of our loved ones, the quiet and less busy times are the worst as we have not enough to occupy our minds, allowing those thoughts to flood. A heartfelt and beautiful write.

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  5. Yes, the deep pain of loneliness is rooted strongly, even introverts need company, and knowing it is a feeling doesn’t always help, it just is and it claims us from time to time. So well said, very moving poem.

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