It is just so easy to say
‘I hate you!’
Or maybe, ‘I hate this or that’.
It is not easy to actually hate.
For that your heart must turn to stone
All feelings must die
The flow of love must be stemmed
You must not allow any sunshine
To visit even a crevice of your heart.
You have to keep it hungry and deprived
And feed it only negativity
Shroud it in so much darkness
That it can not recognise itself.
Once that stage is reached
Hating anything and everything becomes easy.
But these feelings are so foreign to me
That I think I would rather love
And face heartbreak.